I feel like writing this because of the fear I sometimes have for myself, and others in the world. People who claim they are christian, but only have an hours of 'God time' a week or so. The ones who go home and talk more about money than God, care more about looks than the heart, have an open-mindedness towards what sin truly is, and dream more about being successful than getting into heaven. It is a shame what this world has come to, and even worse that these 'christians' are giving in. It strongly gets to me how so many worry more about this life they live in now, more than their eternal one. Nothing you gain on earth will you take after you die! Not your house, not your 401k, not your car, or your material items. So what are we holding onto these things so dearly for? Why is our mind so focused on money, success, rising to the top, or being the best. Infact, ask yourself what you talk about most. When you really love something or have your mind set on something, you talk about it more than anything else. What are your talking priorities? Is it your business, trying to grow others in Christ, your money, or how you want more?
Honestly, what else in this world could you possibly do that would be more fufilling and life changing than living a life for God? People who have everything they could possibly want or need still live life miserably because of an emptiness in their heart. They have worries, struggles, problems with having faith and knowing that God will take care of them if they trust and obey Him. It's the ones that have next to nothing that are most humble and satisfied with life. When you have nothing you can put your hope in everything, but when you have everything it seems like you have nothing else to hope for.
So what does a Christian home and lifestyle look like? Just take a look at how Jesus' lived, because he is the ultimate example for us all. Though the phrase is commonly used, WWJD? If you really use this throughout your day it helps tremendously. Would Jesus handle this in this manner, would Jesus yell over this little thing, would Jesus allow my child to talk to way, would Jesus want me to do this? The list goes on, and I'm sure you get it. A christian home should be somewhere you want into where you feel relieved, peaceful, and humble. God's home is heaven, and though our homes will never be a heaven, we should always strive to make them as Godly as possible. If we don't sit down and notice what we are doing that Christ would not do, that he wouldn't say, talk like, or participate in... then we need to change. So many people are being lukewarm Christians and forgetting about the relationship you need other than just the religious label. When people look at you what is the FIRST thing that comes to mind? Is it 'He is so Godly!', 'He talks about money constantly...', 'She complains all the time', or 'Shes eco friendly.' What is it that people notice you for? If it's not that you are a CHRISTIAN then maybe it's time to change some things! If the words, advice, and language that are coming out of your mouth are not honoring to God.. change! If the things you are watching in movies, tv, or in life are not honoring to God.. change! If the music or people you are listening to everyday are not honoring to God.. change! Don't procrastinate or wait, because God could come any day now. When judgement day comes you cannot take back or redo anything in your life. When God asks you why you continuted to sin despite the fact you knew his word and what he wanted what will you say?
"So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." - Rev 3:16
Like water, lukewarm is not what people want. Jesus lived a life on fire for God, and expects the same out of us. Maybe you think your not meant to be an evagelist or a Jesus-freak, but why not? Is it because you want a career that you gain wealth in or that you don't want to spend your time at church? Maybe you cannot see the true happiness, love, joy, and peace in their lives that God has brought upon them for serving Him instead of the world.
"So anyone who eats this bread or drinks this cup of the Lord unworthily is guilty of sinning against* the body and blood of the Lord. That is why you should examine yourself before eating the bread and drinking the cup. For if you eat the bread or drink the cup without honoring the body of Christ,* you are eating and drinking God’s judgment upon yourself. That is why many of you are weak and sick and some have even died. But if we would examine ourselves, we would not be judged by God in this way. Yet when we are judged by the Lord, we are being disciplined so that we will not be condemned along with the world."
- 1 Cor 11:27-32
When was the last time you examined yourself? Not those around you; your friends, family, chuch- but you! How do you live, talk, act, honor, or praise God? What are your top priorities HONESTLY? What are you truly living for? Are you living for God, or the world? Is that holy spirit conscious kicking in telling you what you are doing wrong, or have you conformed to the world in feeling that money, anger, jealously, looks, drinking, sex, and etc are all okay? Are you making that change in your life for God, or are you going to regret it all when judgement day or the rapture happens?
"I tell you, on the day of judgment people will give account for every careless word they speak, for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.” —Matthew 12:36-37
A few questions - following a website to go to for more details!
1 - Do Cares & Worries of This Life Dominate Most of Your Thoughts & Conversations?
2 - Do You Practice Sin on a Regular Basis?
3 - Do You "Love" The Things of This World More Than God's Word?
4 - Are You Too Busy for Jesus? What are Your Priorities?
5 - Do You Use God's Name In Vain? ('Oh My G-d?')
6 - Do You Fail to Pray Earnestly & Pray for the Lost Who Will Spend Eternity in Hell?
7 - Do You Fail to Preach the Gospel on a Regular Basis? OR Do You Hinder Others?
8 - Are You Indifferent About Your Sin? What is Your Attitude?
9 - Do You Seek After Worldly Wealth & Fame vs Seeking First The Kingdom of God?
10-Do You Fail to Obey Jesus, and God's Word Consistently?
http://so4j.com/lukewarm-christian-test.php
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Fallen Angels & Demons
This is a topic many don't touch, or atleast think about daily. What excatly are angels and demons to you? Is an angel a small baby with wings that watches over the world bringing happiness? Is a demon a little red man with a pitchfork that sits on your shoulder telling you to do bad things or to lie? There is so much more to this spiritual realm that many don't realize, actually that is hard to even fathom. I really enjoy this subject, because of the variety of discussions, opinions, and of the unknown.
I'll begin with demons and fallen angels. There is a great difference in these two, because they come from two different inhabitants. Demons are believed to be of a decendent of humans and fallen angels. God gave angels the knowledge and faith to not sin, but some began to rebel alongside lucifer (satan) and gave into sexual immorality on earth. When the fallen angels reproduced with women of the earth their offsprings were called nephilim. From the old testament, there was a time with many nephilims and sinners on earth, but God soon destroyed all in the flood. After the flood the bible states that those the nephilim and humans were dead, the nephilims spirits remained. Perhaps this was because they were half human (which die), and half angelic (of fallen decents though). There is many talk in a book on Enoch (not in the bible, so still could be unreliable) that talks more on nephilim and their presence. Demons are the disembodied spirits of nephilim and their spirits have been left to wonder the world tormenting, tempting, bullying, and being tyrants upon people. They do not have bodies, and always search for a body to live in. They strive to get in the minds of people; tempting them with lustful and sinful thoughts. Actually since demons were once nephilims, made out of sexual sin, that is what they chase the most. The more sexual immoral a person is, the more doors they open for demons to get inside of them. Once a person starts believing certain things are okay or puts themself in situations where a 'demon' would inhabit people there are more doors open. They even can cause a person question whether they should go to church or not, or try to get them not to want to praise God. Demons are still very knowledgable, and they know if the presence of God is around. They know God is real, powerful, and He can overthrow evil. Demons also usually go in a group, perhaps you've heard of 'legion' from biblical reference. They also cannot fly, but walk the earth always in search of a body in inhabit or to torment.
Fallen angels were once angels of God, but chose to sin. God pretty much kicked them out of heaven, because they chose to please their own selves instead of following His word. Fallen angels still have the knowledge they were made with, but are never more powerful than God. Lucifer wanted more power, infact, he wants to be God. He corrupted his own wisdom and though he is still wise, God punished him by bringing him a terrible fate. Even when Michael the archangel was dealing with lucifer he said 'the Lord rebuke you' instead of rebuking him himself [jude 9]. A person can cast out demons, but must pray for the Lord to rebuke a fallen angel. I believe this is because of the power they still posses from being of an angelic being from the beginning. Fallen angels have the ability to fly, and can see much more since they can get around easier. They also, like lucifcer, can predict the future in a sense. They have been around for many many years, and know historys patterns of trends as well as the personalities and emotions of human beings. Satan came to seek, kill, and destroy; [john 10:10] and that is what sin does to people.
The reason I bring up this passage is because it IS in the bible. We shouldn't ignore or put aside the fact that there is much evil out there in the world. Lust, pride, envy, jealousy, sexual immorality, theft, murder; all works of satan! There is a constant spiritual battle between good and evil happening in a realm we can't see with our eyes, but sometimes I believe we can feel. Have you ever felt that overwhelming temptation to do something bad, to not want to praise God, that you are worthless, or anything of that sort? Think beyond what the rest of the world believes. Maybe it's not just a phase your going though, and maybe you should pay closer attention to the situaion. Don't just be aware of what you see with your eyes, because there is a whole other world out there. Go to God and don't let satan destroy who God has made you to be. God overcomes satan always, and especially in the end. Make sure your on the right side of the battle!
Ephesians 6:11-12 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Revelation 12:7-8 And there was war in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels fought back. But he was not strong enough, and they lost their place in heaven. The great dragon was hurled down--that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.
Galatians 5:19-21 [19] The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.
1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
I'll begin with demons and fallen angels. There is a great difference in these two, because they come from two different inhabitants. Demons are believed to be of a decendent of humans and fallen angels. God gave angels the knowledge and faith to not sin, but some began to rebel alongside lucifer (satan) and gave into sexual immorality on earth. When the fallen angels reproduced with women of the earth their offsprings were called nephilim. From the old testament, there was a time with many nephilims and sinners on earth, but God soon destroyed all in the flood. After the flood the bible states that those the nephilim and humans were dead, the nephilims spirits remained. Perhaps this was because they were half human (which die), and half angelic (of fallen decents though). There is many talk in a book on Enoch (not in the bible, so still could be unreliable) that talks more on nephilim and their presence. Demons are the disembodied spirits of nephilim and their spirits have been left to wonder the world tormenting, tempting, bullying, and being tyrants upon people. They do not have bodies, and always search for a body to live in. They strive to get in the minds of people; tempting them with lustful and sinful thoughts. Actually since demons were once nephilims, made out of sexual sin, that is what they chase the most. The more sexual immoral a person is, the more doors they open for demons to get inside of them. Once a person starts believing certain things are okay or puts themself in situations where a 'demon' would inhabit people there are more doors open. They even can cause a person question whether they should go to church or not, or try to get them not to want to praise God. Demons are still very knowledgable, and they know if the presence of God is around. They know God is real, powerful, and He can overthrow evil. Demons also usually go in a group, perhaps you've heard of 'legion' from biblical reference. They also cannot fly, but walk the earth always in search of a body in inhabit or to torment.
Fallen angels were once angels of God, but chose to sin. God pretty much kicked them out of heaven, because they chose to please their own selves instead of following His word. Fallen angels still have the knowledge they were made with, but are never more powerful than God. Lucifer wanted more power, infact, he wants to be God. He corrupted his own wisdom and though he is still wise, God punished him by bringing him a terrible fate. Even when Michael the archangel was dealing with lucifer he said 'the Lord rebuke you' instead of rebuking him himself [jude 9]. A person can cast out demons, but must pray for the Lord to rebuke a fallen angel. I believe this is because of the power they still posses from being of an angelic being from the beginning. Fallen angels have the ability to fly, and can see much more since they can get around easier. They also, like lucifcer, can predict the future in a sense. They have been around for many many years, and know historys patterns of trends as well as the personalities and emotions of human beings. Satan came to seek, kill, and destroy; [john 10:10] and that is what sin does to people.
The reason I bring up this passage is because it IS in the bible. We shouldn't ignore or put aside the fact that there is much evil out there in the world. Lust, pride, envy, jealousy, sexual immorality, theft, murder; all works of satan! There is a constant spiritual battle between good and evil happening in a realm we can't see with our eyes, but sometimes I believe we can feel. Have you ever felt that overwhelming temptation to do something bad, to not want to praise God, that you are worthless, or anything of that sort? Think beyond what the rest of the world believes. Maybe it's not just a phase your going though, and maybe you should pay closer attention to the situaion. Don't just be aware of what you see with your eyes, because there is a whole other world out there. Go to God and don't let satan destroy who God has made you to be. God overcomes satan always, and especially in the end. Make sure your on the right side of the battle!
Ephesians 6:11-12 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Revelation 12:7-8 And there was war in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the dragon, and the dragon and his angels fought back. But he was not strong enough, and they lost their place in heaven. The great dragon was hurled down--that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.
Galatians 5:19-21 [19] The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.
1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Life After Death
As I write this, my Great Aunt Doris is in Baylor Hospital in Dallas dying. She had a stroke, causing her brain to bleed and giving her brain damage. The doctors said there was nothing else they could do, and they took her off of life support. Now the family is only waiting for news of her passing. It is a difficult time for many, especially my grandparents and other elderly ones who were closer to her. I was wondering in what way I could put my thought into the matter, because when it comes to comforting my family in person, I am terrible.
As I was going about my day I listened to the song "Iris" by the Goo Goo dolls. I really love this song, and the lyrics are very powerful. I chose this verse specifically, so please read.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
Throughout life we have people who we love and care about, sometimes even more than ourselves. All we can feel is what is happening in the moment; we feel life whether is it happiness, sadness, anger, or regret. One of the hardest things to do is to imagine life without someone. People tell us time and time again that "they are better off now, no pain, and with God" though getting through the healing process is still just as painful. We do not want to go to bed missing someone, just as the song says. I was thinking about Jesus' death in the bible today, deciding what I should write about. I am not talking about the reason he died, though that is very very symbolic, but just the fact of death.
"From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land. About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"—which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
-Matthew 27:45-46
Jesus was scared of his death I believe. One of the hardest things is to know the future, to accept, and to go on with a happy heart. He knew he was going to die, but he also knew the pain in which was going to happen. How does Jesus' death relate to a normal person's death? Well to me I am relating this because it is hard knowing someone else is passing on, and that they will not be there with us. It is hard to imagine holidays, birthdays, and get togethers with them. Some of us may ask God the very same question Jesus asked, "my god, my god, why have you forsaken me?" Though we may not understand why some events and tragedies happen, they have a purpose. Whether it is to bring people together, open ones heart and mind, or to let others come to Christ through a death or tragedy it may all be possible. Anything is possible with God.
Think about Mary, Jesus' mother. She knew her sons fate, and how hard do you think it would be to know and watch your very son die so terribly? She was a very strong woman, and most important she had faith. Just as she did, so should we. We know God's plan is a much better, much higher plan than we could ever create. Each hurt we endure only makes us stronger, and gives us an opportunity to grow more with God.
This life is so temporary, and we should make the best out of everything and everyone we had. Be blessed and happy with those who you have been able to share your time with, but try not to grieve when they are gone. If they loved Christ, then they are finally at home with God and the angels. What better place is there to be? In no time, just as fast as you grow, you too can be with God and the other believers. Everyone must be born and die, and no matter what day or what time it is in God's plan. Trust in what he has, and rejoice at all times. The good-bye we give on earth is temporary, just as our lives are. We will be reunited with them once more, only with no tears, fears, sadness, or anger. God loves you and is always there with you, so do not ever believe he has forsaken you. His plan is the ultimate one, and he knows what he is doing.
"We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord"
- Corinthians 5:8
As I was going about my day I listened to the song "Iris" by the Goo Goo dolls. I really love this song, and the lyrics are very powerful. I chose this verse specifically, so please read.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
Throughout life we have people who we love and care about, sometimes even more than ourselves. All we can feel is what is happening in the moment; we feel life whether is it happiness, sadness, anger, or regret. One of the hardest things to do is to imagine life without someone. People tell us time and time again that "they are better off now, no pain, and with God" though getting through the healing process is still just as painful. We do not want to go to bed missing someone, just as the song says. I was thinking about Jesus' death in the bible today, deciding what I should write about. I am not talking about the reason he died, though that is very very symbolic, but just the fact of death.
"From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land. About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?"—which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
-Matthew 27:45-46
Jesus was scared of his death I believe. One of the hardest things is to know the future, to accept, and to go on with a happy heart. He knew he was going to die, but he also knew the pain in which was going to happen. How does Jesus' death relate to a normal person's death? Well to me I am relating this because it is hard knowing someone else is passing on, and that they will not be there with us. It is hard to imagine holidays, birthdays, and get togethers with them. Some of us may ask God the very same question Jesus asked, "my god, my god, why have you forsaken me?" Though we may not understand why some events and tragedies happen, they have a purpose. Whether it is to bring people together, open ones heart and mind, or to let others come to Christ through a death or tragedy it may all be possible. Anything is possible with God.
Think about Mary, Jesus' mother. She knew her sons fate, and how hard do you think it would be to know and watch your very son die so terribly? She was a very strong woman, and most important she had faith. Just as she did, so should we. We know God's plan is a much better, much higher plan than we could ever create. Each hurt we endure only makes us stronger, and gives us an opportunity to grow more with God.
This life is so temporary, and we should make the best out of everything and everyone we had. Be blessed and happy with those who you have been able to share your time with, but try not to grieve when they are gone. If they loved Christ, then they are finally at home with God and the angels. What better place is there to be? In no time, just as fast as you grow, you too can be with God and the other believers. Everyone must be born and die, and no matter what day or what time it is in God's plan. Trust in what he has, and rejoice at all times. The good-bye we give on earth is temporary, just as our lives are. We will be reunited with them once more, only with no tears, fears, sadness, or anger. God loves you and is always there with you, so do not ever believe he has forsaken you. His plan is the ultimate one, and he knows what he is doing.
"We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord"
- Corinthians 5:8
Saturday, September 19, 2009
What do you live for?
How many times have you been in a situation where you just did not feel good enough? Where you thought someone was prettier, smarter, more talented, skinner, or more likable? How many times have you looked at yourself, brought yourself down, or hated who you were? I have. I have looked in the mirror and cried because I was fat, my face was ugly, my arms were too big, and nothing looked good on me. I have cried because a guy chose other girls over me; because it must mean they are better than me. I have cried because I can't live up to some peoples standards; with my education, my goals, and my hobbies. I have cried because I felt alone, like no one was there or even cared. Have you ever felt this way?
Sometimes I even come to the conclusion of "God, there is no purpose for me. I cause turmoil, trouble, heartbreak, and money for others." I believe 'I am not good enough'. I believe that since one guy left me for another girl that 'I was not good enough'. I believe that since I don't wear a size 2 and have that perfect attractive body that 'I am not good enough'. I give into this thought that I do not match up to the worlds standards that I am not good enough to even do everyday type activities. Who came up with the view of perfection anyways? Who is to say that blondes are more beautiful, that if you are curvy that you aren't beautiful, or that if you do not go to college that you will not amount to anything? This world is so wrapped up in itself; looks, money, cars, houses, fame. Who is the world ever had the right to claim that only certain ways or styles were good enough, or accepted?
Let me tell you something, something very valuable. Psalm 189:13 says "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb". Reread this verse and let it sink into your mind. GOD, the center and most powerful being in this entire universe took time and hand made you in the dark, before you were even in your mothers stomach. He had a plan for you, and a good plan that is. He knew what you would look like, what would make you laugh, what would make you cry. He knows every hair on your head, what makes you feel loved, and the man/woman that you were meant to be with. He made you in his own image, his perfect and wonderful image. When you look at yourself and think 'I am not good enough', you are saying that God didn't make you good enough. How can we say this, when someone so powerful and gracious took suc precious time to form ourselves and put so much detail into us. Who knows our hearts, souls, minds, and actions better than God? He made certain people outgoing, atheletic, intelligant, and musical for reasons. Even if you are alone thinking, 'but i have no talents' you do. God desires for you to come to Him, so he can show you His plan for you!
Are you waking up, going to work or school, hanging out with a certain someone, sitting on myspace or facebook, texting, or just living life day by day wondering when someone exciting is going to happen? Are you always waiting for that vacation, that weekend, or that paycheck to come in so you can feel happy or free? Well once those things happen, when you go on your trip or get paid, the next day what do you have to hope for? Are you living life for yourself and your desires? God gave you EYES, so open them so he can show you what he has for you. God gave you EARS, so you can hear all he has to tell you and teach you. God gave you HANDS, to use them to please God and work for Him. God gave you a MOUTH, so you can share the gospel and tell others of Gods word. God gave you FEET, so that you could walk in his footsteps. God gave you a MIND, to use so that you may better understand God and his purpose. God gave you a HEART, so that you can love Him, your brothers and sisters, and even your enemies. God gave you everything you have so that you can be ALL that you can be! When you realize that God has such a grand plan for your future, that my friend is when you will begin to live. It doesn't matter what you have done before, only when you go to God will your true life begin. When you ask God to come into your heart, forgive you of your sins, and develope that relationship with Him.
We all would like to have a true father, friend, husband, wife, or person to go to with anything. When we are alone in our rooms crying out because we hurt, when thet guy left us, when we feel ugly, when we feel hopeless. Cry out to God! He is your father, he is your friend, and he is your lawful wedded one. He is your everything if you just allow him to be!
What I am trying to share is to value yourself. Value yourself with everything that you have, because the Lord of the universe created you in his time, with his hands, and perfectly detailed for a purpose. He knew you before you were in your mothers womb, before you were on earth, or even in the thoughts of your parents. He gave you your looks, your personality, your gifts, and your life for a reason. Don't be sad when a guy doesn't chose you, because that only means that the one who will love you for everything you are is just around the corner. Don't be upset when you didn't make a certain team or group, because that just means God has something better planned for you around the corner. Don't be upset when you feel alone, because God is there by your side, always and forever. Live the life God wants for you, the one he knows is best, the one that will fufill and satisfy your every desire. Be the light when you walk into a room. Have people look at you because you are different. Don't try to fit in when God so desperately wants you to stand out. You are his creation, his love, his hand-crafted work, and his child. Do not forget this, and do not forget what you should be living for! Open your eyes to see, open your ears to hear, and open your mind and heart to God!
However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"
-1 Corinthians 2:9
Sometimes I even come to the conclusion of "God, there is no purpose for me. I cause turmoil, trouble, heartbreak, and money for others." I believe 'I am not good enough'. I believe that since one guy left me for another girl that 'I was not good enough'. I believe that since I don't wear a size 2 and have that perfect attractive body that 'I am not good enough'. I give into this thought that I do not match up to the worlds standards that I am not good enough to even do everyday type activities. Who came up with the view of perfection anyways? Who is to say that blondes are more beautiful, that if you are curvy that you aren't beautiful, or that if you do not go to college that you will not amount to anything? This world is so wrapped up in itself; looks, money, cars, houses, fame. Who is the world ever had the right to claim that only certain ways or styles were good enough, or accepted?
Let me tell you something, something very valuable. Psalm 189:13 says "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb". Reread this verse and let it sink into your mind. GOD, the center and most powerful being in this entire universe took time and hand made you in the dark, before you were even in your mothers stomach. He had a plan for you, and a good plan that is. He knew what you would look like, what would make you laugh, what would make you cry. He knows every hair on your head, what makes you feel loved, and the man/woman that you were meant to be with. He made you in his own image, his perfect and wonderful image. When you look at yourself and think 'I am not good enough', you are saying that God didn't make you good enough. How can we say this, when someone so powerful and gracious took suc precious time to form ourselves and put so much detail into us. Who knows our hearts, souls, minds, and actions better than God? He made certain people outgoing, atheletic, intelligant, and musical for reasons. Even if you are alone thinking, 'but i have no talents' you do. God desires for you to come to Him, so he can show you His plan for you!
Are you waking up, going to work or school, hanging out with a certain someone, sitting on myspace or facebook, texting, or just living life day by day wondering when someone exciting is going to happen? Are you always waiting for that vacation, that weekend, or that paycheck to come in so you can feel happy or free? Well once those things happen, when you go on your trip or get paid, the next day what do you have to hope for? Are you living life for yourself and your desires? God gave you EYES, so open them so he can show you what he has for you. God gave you EARS, so you can hear all he has to tell you and teach you. God gave you HANDS, to use them to please God and work for Him. God gave you a MOUTH, so you can share the gospel and tell others of Gods word. God gave you FEET, so that you could walk in his footsteps. God gave you a MIND, to use so that you may better understand God and his purpose. God gave you a HEART, so that you can love Him, your brothers and sisters, and even your enemies. God gave you everything you have so that you can be ALL that you can be! When you realize that God has such a grand plan for your future, that my friend is when you will begin to live. It doesn't matter what you have done before, only when you go to God will your true life begin. When you ask God to come into your heart, forgive you of your sins, and develope that relationship with Him.
We all would like to have a true father, friend, husband, wife, or person to go to with anything. When we are alone in our rooms crying out because we hurt, when thet guy left us, when we feel ugly, when we feel hopeless. Cry out to God! He is your father, he is your friend, and he is your lawful wedded one. He is your everything if you just allow him to be!
What I am trying to share is to value yourself. Value yourself with everything that you have, because the Lord of the universe created you in his time, with his hands, and perfectly detailed for a purpose. He knew you before you were in your mothers womb, before you were on earth, or even in the thoughts of your parents. He gave you your looks, your personality, your gifts, and your life for a reason. Don't be sad when a guy doesn't chose you, because that only means that the one who will love you for everything you are is just around the corner. Don't be upset when you didn't make a certain team or group, because that just means God has something better planned for you around the corner. Don't be upset when you feel alone, because God is there by your side, always and forever. Live the life God wants for you, the one he knows is best, the one that will fufill and satisfy your every desire. Be the light when you walk into a room. Have people look at you because you are different. Don't try to fit in when God so desperately wants you to stand out. You are his creation, his love, his hand-crafted work, and his child. Do not forget this, and do not forget what you should be living for! Open your eyes to see, open your ears to hear, and open your mind and heart to God!
However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"
-1 Corinthians 2:9
Monday, September 7, 2009
Break Ups
Last night the person and I who were dating put an end to our status, ultimately our entire friendship. For the past few months I had been very confused, angry, and depressed; bringing him down with me as well. I heard God telling me what to do, to trust Him, and to be satisfied alone in him first. As the more time went by I ignored his voice and continued to date this guy. Though the guy was so incredibly sweet, matching many of my perfect guy attributes, I was not ready to open my heart. Since I was thirteen I had always settled, but let me give you a definition. Settling can be taken badly, or understood. The reason I say I was settling is because when I first entered the relationship I did so without a Godly conscious. I'm sure many girls have thought "he is cute, funny, nice... why not date him?" That it how the world works; try him out, it wont hurt. I did this, and I believe I ended up hurting him and even part of myself. As the relationship went on the Godliness of it was ruined; I went to parties and my mind was being formed in a different way not honoring to God. As soon as I realized that lifestyle wasn't what I wanted I took a step back to think through and ask God what HE wanted, not what I wanted. Of course I wanted this guy who would do so many things for me, who cared, and who earnestly enjoyed being around me. Even in the middle of all this greatness it was missing something, the Godly encouragement and disipline I need in a man. Years ago as I wrote my "perfect guy list" there were four sections to write about; his looks, his personality, his goals, and his relationship with God. So many of the first, second, and third sections matched up wonderfully but the fourth was somewhat off. I had told myself that I wouldn't enter a relationship unless God was the center of his life so that he may encourage, inspire, and teach me about the word of God. A man who was already at that stage of life where God was his everything, where noting could shake that, and he would see much value and love me because of my Godliness. Well the guy was a christian, changing, and doing so well in his faith, though he wasn't at the stage I needed in a relationship. Not only him, but I was not at the stage I needed in my faith to be in a relationship.
It's the day after, and of course I'm feeling pain. It's never until someone is gone when you realize the memories, conversations, and great times you had. Though breaking up is not something I wanted to do in my heart, it is a sacrifice I made because it is what God wants. It can be so difficult to trust in God, because we can't see or even imagine the future he has planned for us. This was a hard decision to make, but I know God will come through. Staying with a guy when God has something else in mind for my life at this point would be selfish on my behalf. I could only offer to be this guys friend for now, and he chose not to take my friendship. I know in time I can be fully satisfied in the Lord and have an unshakable faith where I can live my whole life for him. I will be wiser, stronger, more trusting, and have a man who is already to the stage of being satisfied alone in God. I do not know who is he, where he is, if I have already met him, or how long this may take... but I know God will bless me in this once I allow him to take over my life fully.
I hope whoever reads this thinks about their life, their relationships with God and their significant other. I hope it encourages and inspires girls and guys to trust in the Lord, don't settle, and be all they can be in the Lord so that God may bless them continuously. I am saddened, but excited for what God has for my life. Never lose hope. Never lose trust. Never lose faith. Never lose love.
"But I want you to be free from concern. One who is unmarried is concerned about the things of the Lord, how he may please the Lord; but one who is married is concerned about the things of the world, how he may please his wife, and [his interests] are divided. And the woman who is unmarried, and the virgin, is concerned about the things of the Lord, that she may be holy both in body and spirit; but one who is married is concerned about the things of the world, how she may please her husband. And this I say for your own benefit; not to put a restraint upon you, but to promote what is seemly, and [to secure] undistracted devotion to the Lord."
1 Corinthians 7:32-35
"There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven--" ... "A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; a time to keep, and a time to throw away."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-6
"For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope."
Jeremiah 29:11-12
It's the day after, and of course I'm feeling pain. It's never until someone is gone when you realize the memories, conversations, and great times you had. Though breaking up is not something I wanted to do in my heart, it is a sacrifice I made because it is what God wants. It can be so difficult to trust in God, because we can't see or even imagine the future he has planned for us. This was a hard decision to make, but I know God will come through. Staying with a guy when God has something else in mind for my life at this point would be selfish on my behalf. I could only offer to be this guys friend for now, and he chose not to take my friendship. I know in time I can be fully satisfied in the Lord and have an unshakable faith where I can live my whole life for him. I will be wiser, stronger, more trusting, and have a man who is already to the stage of being satisfied alone in God. I do not know who is he, where he is, if I have already met him, or how long this may take... but I know God will bless me in this once I allow him to take over my life fully.
I hope whoever reads this thinks about their life, their relationships with God and their significant other. I hope it encourages and inspires girls and guys to trust in the Lord, don't settle, and be all they can be in the Lord so that God may bless them continuously. I am saddened, but excited for what God has for my life. Never lose hope. Never lose trust. Never lose faith. Never lose love.
"But I want you to be free from concern. One who is unmarried is concerned about the things of the Lord, how he may please the Lord; but one who is married is concerned about the things of the world, how he may please his wife, and [his interests] are divided. And the woman who is unmarried, and the virgin, is concerned about the things of the Lord, that she may be holy both in body and spirit; but one who is married is concerned about the things of the world, how she may please her husband. And this I say for your own benefit; not to put a restraint upon you, but to promote what is seemly, and [to secure] undistracted devotion to the Lord."
1 Corinthians 7:32-35
"There is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven--" ... "A time to search, and a time to give up as lost; a time to keep, and a time to throw away."
Ecclesiastes 3:1-6
"For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope."
Jeremiah 29:11-12
Friday, September 4, 2009
Love Languages
27% Words of Affirmation
30% Quality Time
20% Receiving Gifts
20% Acts of Service
3% Physical Touch
Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary love language. If two scores are identical, you are bi-lingual(you have two Primary love languages). If the scores of your primary language and your secondary language are close(for example, 10 and 9 respectively), it indicates both are important to you. The highest possible score for any one love language is 12.
Having a clear picture of your primary and secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior. Think back over the past and ask yourself, "What have I most often requested of my spouse?" Chances are your answer will lie within the scope of your primary and secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meet your deepest need for emotional love. Your requests, however, might have come across as nagging or criticizing and thus drove your spouse away.
Up above would be my love languages, as you see, I desire quality time and words of affirmation. When someone spends time with me I feel loved, as well as when I am complimented or praised. Each individual has a primary love language that is vital to fill when in a marriage, friendship, family, or even in work areas. When you understand how a person feels loved then you can open up on deeper levels, not argue, and feel joyful once again. This is why it is important to know, understand, and strive to meet others' love languages.
I spent over three years in a relationship where after the "passion" died down, we did not meet each others love needs. His was words of affirmation while mine was quality time. It was so hard to compliment or encourage when I did not feel that I was getting what I needed. Very rarely did it cross my mind that "maybe I should figure out why he is responding this way now." Any man of course will respond in a negative or ignoring matter if a woman is nagging, correcting, and criticizing! The further we did not strive to meet each others love language the further we fell out of what we had.
You can care very very deeply for someone, yet treat them badly. It is not right, and people should do not this, but I encourage you to go out and find love languages. In your best friends, your boyfriend, your spouse, your co-workers; then you can better so many relationships and see a new side of relationship growth. Living a life of love is a wonderful thing, a God intended thing, and not something you want to miss out on. God is love, and if you know God, then you know love. This does not mean you have to fall in love, but show love towards others like Christ has done for us.
***If you have a question on trying to find your love language, figuring out someone else's, or anything then fill free to ask! I'd be more than happy to help.
30% Quality Time
20% Receiving Gifts
20% Acts of Service
3% Physical Touch
Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary love language. If two scores are identical, you are bi-lingual(you have two Primary love languages). If the scores of your primary language and your secondary language are close(for example, 10 and 9 respectively), it indicates both are important to you. The highest possible score for any one love language is 12.
Having a clear picture of your primary and secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior. Think back over the past and ask yourself, "What have I most often requested of my spouse?" Chances are your answer will lie within the scope of your primary and secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meet your deepest need for emotional love. Your requests, however, might have come across as nagging or criticizing and thus drove your spouse away.
Up above would be my love languages, as you see, I desire quality time and words of affirmation. When someone spends time with me I feel loved, as well as when I am complimented or praised. Each individual has a primary love language that is vital to fill when in a marriage, friendship, family, or even in work areas. When you understand how a person feels loved then you can open up on deeper levels, not argue, and feel joyful once again. This is why it is important to know, understand, and strive to meet others' love languages.
I spent over three years in a relationship where after the "passion" died down, we did not meet each others love needs. His was words of affirmation while mine was quality time. It was so hard to compliment or encourage when I did not feel that I was getting what I needed. Very rarely did it cross my mind that "maybe I should figure out why he is responding this way now." Any man of course will respond in a negative or ignoring matter if a woman is nagging, correcting, and criticizing! The further we did not strive to meet each others love language the further we fell out of what we had.
You can care very very deeply for someone, yet treat them badly. It is not right, and people should do not this, but I encourage you to go out and find love languages. In your best friends, your boyfriend, your spouse, your co-workers; then you can better so many relationships and see a new side of relationship growth. Living a life of love is a wonderful thing, a God intended thing, and not something you want to miss out on. God is love, and if you know God, then you know love. This does not mean you have to fall in love, but show love towards others like Christ has done for us.
***If you have a question on trying to find your love language, figuring out someone else's, or anything then fill free to ask! I'd be more than happy to help.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Friends & Dating
As a young christian I am in the relm of dating these days, as many others. There are many fish in the sea, but which are the ones I should choose? I am also in search of friends, fellowship, and even bettering relationships with family members. For anything in life, a person should choose importantly, especially when it comes to those who you allow yourself to be closest to. Whether your making good friends or dating you should be careful and consider the attributes that will be brought upon yourself by being close to the person(s). Today I read in 2 Corinthians, a verse I have always been familiar with, but studied the words earlier today.
"Do not be yoked with nonbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? What
accord as Christ with Belial? Or what portion does a believer share with an unbelievabler? What agreement has the temple of God with idols? For
we are the temple of the living God; as God said.
To betterunderstand what righteousness verses lawessness I made a list of light vs. darkness.
RIGHTEOUSNESS LAWLESSNESS
IN PEOPLE IN PEOPLE
-purity -corrupt
-Godliness -lying
-honesty -drunkards
-loving -prideful
-joyful -sexually immoral
-faithfulness -vengeful
-innocent -angry and bitter
-compassionate; understanding -depressed/gloomy
-studies the bible -bad language
-evangelizes -unsure; insecure
-honors God in life -unbeliever; immiture in the LORD
-forgiving -doesn't care
Based upon your personality, your relationship with God, and your life.. we all have different needs. While I was going through my lists I was thinking about what I truly need, what will benefit me, what will help me grow with Christ? In the verse above it talks about what does light and darkness have in common? It is so true, because as a follower of Christ for me to be very close with someone who carries more traits on the lawlessness side would be hypocrasy to myself, my beliefs, and the bible. God specifically tells us that we need Godly fellowship, relationships,
and friends. A few questions to ask yourself if your having trouble believing that lawlessness and righteousness cannot form together for the best then as yourself these questions...
1) Do righteousness and lawlessness go together?
2) If mixed, what do you get?
3) Do you have the same morals and values?
4) Would you want to raise your children the same; with moral values and biblical truth?
5) Do you participate in the same activities, and are these activities honoring to God?
6) Does the relationship benefit your relationship with Christ?
The reasons I ask you to ask yourself these questions is vital. God created us, and we are intended to find friendship and love when given the right person and time. He created us ultimately to love Him, and he wants two to grow together with Him as the center. You cannot have both light and darkness, because it lowers the Godliness in the righteous person. A lawless person can always uprise out of their life and turn to God, but it is up to them whether they make that choice or not. I am NOT telling you to go out and look for someone perfect, because we have all fallen short of the glory of God. We all sin, and none of us are good. We can ask for forgiveness in Christ, have faith, and trust in Him; and when we do we have an
eternal life with Him in heaven. After talking about the relationships I made yet another list of what I need in my friendships, boyfriends, or even family. I encourage you to do the same! I myself need people who...
-love God
-study the bible
-will have conversations with me about scripture, problems, and God
-goes to church
-strives to live a righteous life
-honors God in his work, personality, and overall life
-has the same values and morals as I do
-tells others about God and his word
-Asks for forgiveness and seeks God through prayer daily
What do you need? Please do not be discouraged by this blog/message I wrote about today. I can look at many items on the lawlessness side and can say "Oh jeez, I lied today, I cursed today, I was depressed, insecure, or thought something lustful." We are human, and it is human nature to be sinful, but with God we can always try to change this! If we ask God for satan to flee from us, and IF we resist his temptations and overlook his blunders he throws in our way, we can go on to becoming more and more righteous! This way of life is difficult to follow; it takes self control, love, forgiveness, understanding, joy, prayer, reading the bible, developing a christian fellowship. All of which is well worth it though, because when you are on top and closest to the Lord, living for him and through Him, YOU will have the most fufilling joy possible on earth. Whether you are dirt poor,
unemployed, lonely, or whatever YOU will have the love, grace, and joy of Christ inside of you. So be patient, pray often, and really try to live a life of righteousness; fight off the lawlessness and resist satan and he will flee from you. Satan does not want you to live a life for God, to have a christian fellowship, or have attributes of righteousness. Do not fall into his lies of believing that lawlessness will satisfy you and make you happy. Turn to God and choose your fish in the sea wisely!
Tips for transforming your life to a righteous life?
-Listen to music God would listen to, have your radio on a christian station.
-Try reading atleast one bible verse a day; not just reading but studying and understanding.
-Pray, pray, pray, pray, pray! Write a prayer request list for yourself, others, and whatever else is layed upon your heart.
-Surround yourself with Godly people, influences, and positive attitudes.
-Write down your weaknesses and stregnths, and don't give in to your weaknesses.
-If you feel like you will be tempted to do something not honoring to God, don't put yourself in the situation where you could be able to do wrong.
-Be patient, because God's plans for you as great if you trust in Him and keep your hope in his words. Great things are to come!
"Do not be yoked with nonbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? What
accord as Christ with Belial? Or what portion does a believer share with an unbelievabler? What agreement has the temple of God with idols? For
we are the temple of the living God; as God said.
To betterunderstand what righteousness verses lawessness I made a list of light vs. darkness.
RIGHTEOUSNESS LAWLESSNESS
IN PEOPLE IN PEOPLE
-purity -corrupt
-Godliness -lying
-honesty -drunkards
-loving -prideful
-joyful -sexually immoral
-faithfulness -vengeful
-innocent -angry and bitter
-compassionate; understanding -depressed/gloomy
-studies the bible -bad language
-evangelizes -unsure; insecure
-honors God in life -unbeliever; immiture in the LORD
-forgiving -doesn't care
Based upon your personality, your relationship with God, and your life.. we all have different needs. While I was going through my lists I was thinking about what I truly need, what will benefit me, what will help me grow with Christ? In the verse above it talks about what does light and darkness have in common? It is so true, because as a follower of Christ for me to be very close with someone who carries more traits on the lawlessness side would be hypocrasy to myself, my beliefs, and the bible. God specifically tells us that we need Godly fellowship, relationships,
and friends. A few questions to ask yourself if your having trouble believing that lawlessness and righteousness cannot form together for the best then as yourself these questions...
1) Do righteousness and lawlessness go together?
2) If mixed, what do you get?
3) Do you have the same morals and values?
4) Would you want to raise your children the same; with moral values and biblical truth?
5) Do you participate in the same activities, and are these activities honoring to God?
6) Does the relationship benefit your relationship with Christ?
The reasons I ask you to ask yourself these questions is vital. God created us, and we are intended to find friendship and love when given the right person and time. He created us ultimately to love Him, and he wants two to grow together with Him as the center. You cannot have both light and darkness, because it lowers the Godliness in the righteous person. A lawless person can always uprise out of their life and turn to God, but it is up to them whether they make that choice or not. I am NOT telling you to go out and look for someone perfect, because we have all fallen short of the glory of God. We all sin, and none of us are good. We can ask for forgiveness in Christ, have faith, and trust in Him; and when we do we have an
eternal life with Him in heaven. After talking about the relationships I made yet another list of what I need in my friendships, boyfriends, or even family. I encourage you to do the same! I myself need people who...
-love God
-study the bible
-will have conversations with me about scripture, problems, and God
-goes to church
-strives to live a righteous life
-honors God in his work, personality, and overall life
-has the same values and morals as I do
-tells others about God and his word
-Asks for forgiveness and seeks God through prayer daily
What do you need? Please do not be discouraged by this blog/message I wrote about today. I can look at many items on the lawlessness side and can say "Oh jeez, I lied today, I cursed today, I was depressed, insecure, or thought something lustful." We are human, and it is human nature to be sinful, but with God we can always try to change this! If we ask God for satan to flee from us, and IF we resist his temptations and overlook his blunders he throws in our way, we can go on to becoming more and more righteous! This way of life is difficult to follow; it takes self control, love, forgiveness, understanding, joy, prayer, reading the bible, developing a christian fellowship. All of which is well worth it though, because when you are on top and closest to the Lord, living for him and through Him, YOU will have the most fufilling joy possible on earth. Whether you are dirt poor,
unemployed, lonely, or whatever YOU will have the love, grace, and joy of Christ inside of you. So be patient, pray often, and really try to live a life of righteousness; fight off the lawlessness and resist satan and he will flee from you. Satan does not want you to live a life for God, to have a christian fellowship, or have attributes of righteousness. Do not fall into his lies of believing that lawlessness will satisfy you and make you happy. Turn to God and choose your fish in the sea wisely!
Tips for transforming your life to a righteous life?
-Listen to music God would listen to, have your radio on a christian station.
-Try reading atleast one bible verse a day; not just reading but studying and understanding.
-Pray, pray, pray, pray, pray! Write a prayer request list for yourself, others, and whatever else is layed upon your heart.
-Surround yourself with Godly people, influences, and positive attitudes.
-Write down your weaknesses and stregnths, and don't give in to your weaknesses.
-If you feel like you will be tempted to do something not honoring to God, don't put yourself in the situation where you could be able to do wrong.
-Be patient, because God's plans for you as great if you trust in Him and keep your hope in his words. Great things are to come!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
And & You Shall Receive!
Here I am graduated high school, but what do I do now? I sit pondering daily on what excatly it is I want do to, where I want to go in life, my goals; basically my future. I am always thinking "God is going to bless my life, he will take care of my future," and I firmly believe so, but I know it takes more than just believing. As in anything a person does in life, you must act for something to take place. If someone wants to lose weight, they must diet and exercise. If a person needs a job, they must go out and search or create their own business. If someone wants to find their true love, they cannot just sit at home watching Oprah or playing video games.
God is abundant in blessing lives, putting miracles and serenity to lives, and giving them the life he desired, but we as Christians should ask first in truth. You may ask yourself, well what excatly is truth? I am TRUTHFULLY asking God to let me loose that weight, get me a job, help me find love and it's not happening! Well have you ever thought your asking for selfish desires or for reasons that will not honor God? Maybe you want to loose that weight to get someones attention, to wear something more revealing to feel sexy. Maybe you want that job to impress someone, to be rich and powerful, to own nice cars and a mansion. Now what about love? Is it because your lonely, sad, unsatisfied, angry, wanting sex, or selfconscious?
Did you ever happen to think that the things you were asking God were for yourself, your own desires, or to benefit you in a way God might not want you to benefit in from that time. Now he is a loving and oh so gracious God, and he wants the best for you. He wants you to come to Him in love, forgiveness, and a desire to want to know Him more. Oh, but I go to church on Sundays! Why is God not answering my prayer? That would be like wondering why your not loosing weight only working out once a week for one hour. Why is he not giving me the job I want so I can make money? First of all, how, let me rephrase... WOULD you even be willing to honor God or glorify Him in any way through your job? Most often though, finding the love of your life is the case. If you want to find true love then you MUST remember. Love is patient. Simple as that! Sure you can go out and date, go on as many as you can, but it's not the quantity of guys you go out with that will give you what you need. I have learned that trying to find the perfect guy may only procrastinate finding the right one. Before you are ever ready to experience a love like the one God wants for us, and will give us, you should be satisfied ALONE in God. His love is more than enough, and he wants to show you this. As a girl I admit that I dream of my wedding, the dress, the cake, the decor. However, I know I am not ready because I have now become fully satisfied with God yet. Even if I had met the person I was going to marry, I could not commit. When I can truly say and feel like God is my Father, friend, and I do not need a man in my life because I am so happy, so fufilled, and so satisfied, that is when I will be ready.
You see, God will always give to those who call upon His name. When we pray He hears, and He always answers. The way He answers or the time He does may be different than what we want, but He always does. Instead of looking for a sign, an easy way out, or even an instant change, look for the opportunities He has put upon you. Maybe if you say no to going to a party, to hooking up with the wrong kind of guy, or stop a friend from doing something wrong that could be an opportunity to see the grace of God. Maybe if you pray to even WANT to pray or to know what to pray for then doors will open up. If you bring out your bible and attempt to study one verse it could change so much, and you will be able to see it clearly. Not until you surrender the life you live for yourself and give it completely over to God will you be able to see the true blessings and life God has planned for you. So ask and you shall receive!
So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
Luke 11:9
If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.
Matthew 21:22
God is abundant in blessing lives, putting miracles and serenity to lives, and giving them the life he desired, but we as Christians should ask first in truth. You may ask yourself, well what excatly is truth? I am TRUTHFULLY asking God to let me loose that weight, get me a job, help me find love and it's not happening! Well have you ever thought your asking for selfish desires or for reasons that will not honor God? Maybe you want to loose that weight to get someones attention, to wear something more revealing to feel sexy. Maybe you want that job to impress someone, to be rich and powerful, to own nice cars and a mansion. Now what about love? Is it because your lonely, sad, unsatisfied, angry, wanting sex, or selfconscious?
Did you ever happen to think that the things you were asking God were for yourself, your own desires, or to benefit you in a way God might not want you to benefit in from that time. Now he is a loving and oh so gracious God, and he wants the best for you. He wants you to come to Him in love, forgiveness, and a desire to want to know Him more. Oh, but I go to church on Sundays! Why is God not answering my prayer? That would be like wondering why your not loosing weight only working out once a week for one hour. Why is he not giving me the job I want so I can make money? First of all, how, let me rephrase... WOULD you even be willing to honor God or glorify Him in any way through your job? Most often though, finding the love of your life is the case. If you want to find true love then you MUST remember. Love is patient. Simple as that! Sure you can go out and date, go on as many as you can, but it's not the quantity of guys you go out with that will give you what you need. I have learned that trying to find the perfect guy may only procrastinate finding the right one. Before you are ever ready to experience a love like the one God wants for us, and will give us, you should be satisfied ALONE in God. His love is more than enough, and he wants to show you this. As a girl I admit that I dream of my wedding, the dress, the cake, the decor. However, I know I am not ready because I have now become fully satisfied with God yet. Even if I had met the person I was going to marry, I could not commit. When I can truly say and feel like God is my Father, friend, and I do not need a man in my life because I am so happy, so fufilled, and so satisfied, that is when I will be ready.
You see, God will always give to those who call upon His name. When we pray He hears, and He always answers. The way He answers or the time He does may be different than what we want, but He always does. Instead of looking for a sign, an easy way out, or even an instant change, look for the opportunities He has put upon you. Maybe if you say no to going to a party, to hooking up with the wrong kind of guy, or stop a friend from doing something wrong that could be an opportunity to see the grace of God. Maybe if you pray to even WANT to pray or to know what to pray for then doors will open up. If you bring out your bible and attempt to study one verse it could change so much, and you will be able to see it clearly. Not until you surrender the life you live for yourself and give it completely over to God will you be able to see the true blessings and life God has planned for you. So ask and you shall receive!
So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
Luke 11:9
If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.
Matthew 21:22
Thursday, July 9, 2009
True Beauty
Like many, my days consist of time working out, putting make up on, picking out the perfect outfit, and looking at myself in the mirror. I think every mile I run, every crunch I do, the longer my eyelashes are, and the cuter the hairstyle that I will be more beautiful, therefore more happy. The more guys I get to look at me, the more picture comments on my websites, and the more weight I lose can only make things better in life. I can spend so much time thinking, planning, dreaming, and focused on my looks that it gets ridiculous. I always want to be the best looking I can be, so I set goals, but what happens when I reach my goals? When I finally get to my goal weight, when my hair grows out, when I’m tan, when my make up is done, what do I have to show?
All I have to really show is I put time into my appearance, that perhaps since I spend so much time worrying and focusing on my looks that appearance is what the matters most to me. That I want to be noticed, I want girls to be envious and guys to want me. Truth is, I don’t want that. I get so caught up in the world that sometimes I forget what true beauty is. Beauty is invisible, something within the heart, not the eye. A person who gives up their spending money to someone in need is beautiful. A person who is a working single mother/father who still has time to read her bible is beautiful. A teenager who chooses going to church rather than going out to drink is beautiful. A person who lives for God and tries to fufill his desires instead of their own is beautiful. If you meet a person and they are kind, generous, forgiving, gracious, and loving you see them as beautiful. On the other hand, if you meet someone who is rude, foul, hateful, and unencouraging you see them as ugly.
The devil has the power to deceive others and make them believe that bad things are beautiful. Only you, with God’s help, can be the one to ignore the world and see everyone and everything from God’s perspective. When you open your eyes to God’s side you will have never seen so much beauty. You notice the creations, the people, the love, the joy, the compassion, and the value in yourself. If you want to stand out, then stand out for the right reason. Be the one to walk into a place and have others see you as beautiful because you are the one that loves God. That you are the one who stays pure, obedient, strong, faithful, and devoted. When people see the difference between a Godly person and others then they begin to see how God works in peoples lives.
"God does not view things the way men do. People look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart" -1 Samuel 16:7
"Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching." -Hebrews 11:25
All I have to really show is I put time into my appearance, that perhaps since I spend so much time worrying and focusing on my looks that appearance is what the matters most to me. That I want to be noticed, I want girls to be envious and guys to want me. Truth is, I don’t want that. I get so caught up in the world that sometimes I forget what true beauty is. Beauty is invisible, something within the heart, not the eye. A person who gives up their spending money to someone in need is beautiful. A person who is a working single mother/father who still has time to read her bible is beautiful. A teenager who chooses going to church rather than going out to drink is beautiful. A person who lives for God and tries to fufill his desires instead of their own is beautiful. If you meet a person and they are kind, generous, forgiving, gracious, and loving you see them as beautiful. On the other hand, if you meet someone who is rude, foul, hateful, and unencouraging you see them as ugly.
The devil has the power to deceive others and make them believe that bad things are beautiful. Only you, with God’s help, can be the one to ignore the world and see everyone and everything from God’s perspective. When you open your eyes to God’s side you will have never seen so much beauty. You notice the creations, the people, the love, the joy, the compassion, and the value in yourself. If you want to stand out, then stand out for the right reason. Be the one to walk into a place and have others see you as beautiful because you are the one that loves God. That you are the one who stays pure, obedient, strong, faithful, and devoted. When people see the difference between a Godly person and others then they begin to see how God works in peoples lives.
"God does not view things the way men do. People look on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart" -1 Samuel 16:7
"Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching." -Hebrews 11:25
Saturday, June 27, 2009
iLove
Perhaps it’s too many romantic movies or songs I’ve listened to, but I once again want to write about love. Many posts ago I wrote about purity in love, but now I want to write about the feeling and actions that come along with it; or so I believe. God designed each of us for a purpose, and the majority of people will find someone who means the world to them. They give their heart away in hopes of being with that person forever, sharing life experiences, and never losing faith in their love. To me the heart is one of the most precious attributes God gave humans. God, the ultimate source of love, allows us to love as he loves us. Now we can never come close to the love he has for us, but we can always learn what love is through Him. If we know God we know how to love, but it’s all a choice. God chose to send his son for our sins and to open heaven for us even though we aren’t righteous or worthy of his blessings. Though we continuously mess up in life he never forsakes or leaves us, and that’s what love is. It’s not all about passion, feelings on top of clouds, or being cute and cuddly. It’s a sacrifice, a feeling where you will do anything for the person. You don’t see the person for their flaws or mistakes but love them for who they are. Sure they can make you so angry that you want to strangle them, but at the end of every night they are the last person you think of and you wouldn’t want to spend a day without knowing they are yours and you are theirs. You willingly want to show your appreciation or love by doing things for them without them asking, and not seeking anything in return. Love is not a contest, not a game to see who does the most work or who puts the most into it. It’s not about winning over a person or trying to look your best to let the person notice you or want you. It’s not filled with jealousy, envy, or not trusting. It’s when you see the person as beautiful even if they’re looking their worst. Where your heart doesn’t look on the outward appearance, infact sight has no effect on your feelings. When your heart and mind speaks louder than the eyes and physical touch. The money, the looks, the sex, all of that can be temporary happiness; it’s all having fun. Having fun and being in love are two different things. You also want to protect and not bring a person into anything harmful or to change them for the worst. Next time you think you have love at first sight be sure to take a second look, because it might save you a lifetime of pain and regret. One thing I’ve learned is a person may love you, not the way you want, but with everything they have to give. They may not have the money for nice gifts, dinners, or diamonds but that’s a materialistic outlook on love in this world today. Sometimes just looking into the persons eyes can tell you the amount of love they have for you, how far theyd go for you, or how long they want to be with you. The eye can see into the heart. I forget sometimes it’s all the little things that make up the big picture, because without the small things there would never be anything. In love you never give up, despite the hard times. You never lose hope, faith, trust, or dignity. If you find someone who makes you feel that way, or do the things you do don’t mess it up. Whatever you do don’t let that person slip away or go a day without telling them excatly how you feel towards them. Love is a precious gift from God not intended to be mistreated or underestimated, but when you do find it cherish it.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Ending of a Beginning
Today is my last day of high school. I have learned a lot these past four years, some good and some bad. I met a variety of new people, some I'll miss and some I wont as much. I have grown spiritually, fallen, been discouraged, been inspired, and had people along the way guide me without them even knowing. A couple named Chad & Julie who were my youth leaders helped me to become who I am, giving me advice and the word of God. I came to look up to them as Christians, a couple, and people overall. When I was involved in activities or thoughts I shouldn't have been and I saw them or thought about them it made myself feel guilty because they are the example that people need. I knew they were living a life pleasing to God and it truly shows through them, their work, and their words.
Another person I met this year was my teacher who assigned the blog-writing assignments. He was a great example of a teacher, husband, and overall person as well. One thing that I recall was last December he let me borrow a CD of a christian rapper named "Lacrae" and told me to listen to a song called "identity". I listed to that song every day for about a month and a half to remember that my identity wasn't in my ex-boyfriend, material things, my family, but in God. It helped me pull through a tough time in my life and hang on to the faith I had. Another thing is as an educator he did a fantastic job teaching. He made assignments interesting, letting the class get involved and mixing it up with videos and music. He allowed me to share my faith through my blog, what I said aloud in class, and through create debate. He is definitely a one in a kind person that will go far in life, inspire, and change lives.
Now it's time for me to close this chapter and move on to college and my early adulthood. I know I can succeed and I plan to work my hardest at whatever I do. I want to take life as it comes, but remember that whatever comes my way is a blessing and I should cherish it because the Lord planned for it. I pray for everyone that their futures will be blessed, safe, and that they will remember God and put him in their careers, families, and lives.
How do I gauge success / Why do I say I'm blessed / Huh / Is it the car that I drive or the place that I rest or the way that I dress, now / Is the cause of my pride, the stage and the set or my face in the press, now/Cause the applause it dies / When the praise is less if my face is depressed, then / It's cause my value and worth is in the volume of the work I produce in the booth / It's a prize and a curse if defined by the perks when the truth is through / Man I'm goin' feel like I don't want to live no more / Cause they don't like me like they did in 04 / So, I swallow my pride empowered by God, I'm complete in Him/He's got peace / God's priest / I'm in / In His presence weak-His strength / Meet His kin / We His brethren / Read this list / Me forgiven / He's dismissed guilt and my sin and I find my worth cause I'm Jesus' friend
(LeCrae)
Got her hair done, toes and nails / is that Her? well it's hard to tell / cause she's caked up in so much make up / it's like she's tryna make up for what she ain't but / she's a saint / but so confused/ cause she's been rejected by all these dudes / that tell her on a scale of 10 she's a two / but that ain't true if she only knew / In Christ she is loved she secure and accepted/ She'll never be rejected by God who's elected her / Her beauty is her Godliness/ and she ain't gotta try to flaunt it cause it's obvious / Identity is found in the God we trust / Any other identity will self destruct
(Chorus)
I'm not the shoes I wear. I'm not the clothes I buy
I'm am not the house I live in / I'm not the car I drive
I'm not the job I work / You can't define my worth/
By nothing on God's green earth, my identity is found in Christ
Another person I met this year was my teacher who assigned the blog-writing assignments. He was a great example of a teacher, husband, and overall person as well. One thing that I recall was last December he let me borrow a CD of a christian rapper named "Lacrae" and told me to listen to a song called "identity". I listed to that song every day for about a month and a half to remember that my identity wasn't in my ex-boyfriend, material things, my family, but in God. It helped me pull through a tough time in my life and hang on to the faith I had. Another thing is as an educator he did a fantastic job teaching. He made assignments interesting, letting the class get involved and mixing it up with videos and music. He allowed me to share my faith through my blog, what I said aloud in class, and through create debate. He is definitely a one in a kind person that will go far in life, inspire, and change lives.
Now it's time for me to close this chapter and move on to college and my early adulthood. I know I can succeed and I plan to work my hardest at whatever I do. I want to take life as it comes, but remember that whatever comes my way is a blessing and I should cherish it because the Lord planned for it. I pray for everyone that their futures will be blessed, safe, and that they will remember God and put him in their careers, families, and lives.
How do I gauge success / Why do I say I'm blessed / Huh / Is it the car that I drive or the place that I rest or the way that I dress, now / Is the cause of my pride, the stage and the set or my face in the press, now/Cause the applause it dies / When the praise is less if my face is depressed, then / It's cause my value and worth is in the volume of the work I produce in the booth / It's a prize and a curse if defined by the perks when the truth is through / Man I'm goin' feel like I don't want to live no more / Cause they don't like me like they did in 04 / So, I swallow my pride empowered by God, I'm complete in Him/He's got peace / God's priest / I'm in / In His presence weak-His strength / Meet His kin / We His brethren / Read this list / Me forgiven / He's dismissed guilt and my sin and I find my worth cause I'm Jesus' friend
(LeCrae)
Got her hair done, toes and nails / is that Her? well it's hard to tell / cause she's caked up in so much make up / it's like she's tryna make up for what she ain't but / she's a saint / but so confused/ cause she's been rejected by all these dudes / that tell her on a scale of 10 she's a two / but that ain't true if she only knew / In Christ she is loved she secure and accepted/ She'll never be rejected by God who's elected her / Her beauty is her Godliness/ and she ain't gotta try to flaunt it cause it's obvious / Identity is found in the God we trust / Any other identity will self destruct
(Chorus)
I'm not the shoes I wear. I'm not the clothes I buy
I'm am not the house I live in / I'm not the car I drive
I'm not the job I work / You can't define my worth/
By nothing on God's green earth, my identity is found in Christ
Sunday, May 3, 2009
God's Mysterious Ways
I'm coming out and being quite frank in this blog. In December of 2008 my boyfriend of 3 1/2 years and I broke up because I thought he had changed. He was embarressed to talk to me infront of his friends, said hurtful things, and didn't cherish me what so ever. Though we had been apart only a week I still cared just as much for him and wanted the best for him. I saw him headed down the wrong path and tried everything in my power to stop him from making mistakes. He promised me he would be safe and not do anything hurtful to himself or me. As I waited to give him his birthday present on Christmas Eve he was having sex with a girl I knew, infact a girl in one of my classes. He had seen the pain he had caused me previously and had added to it even more now. We never shared what him and that girl had, and during that time I felt so betrayed, hurt, and depressed that I didn't know where to turn. The only person I had put my trust in on earth was him, and he had thrown everything away in such a short time. I spent hours crying, hours thinking, and hours filled with downright anger. I never understood why God would let something like that happen to us or let me go through that. When someone of the opposite sex does something like that the pain is deep, unreal, and unimaginable. Up until recently I haven't been the same person. I stopped caring about things I used to as much, and though I'd try to come back I felt I couldn't. I felt empty and alone, and nothing could completely fufill me. I found a new guy to like, and though I laughed and had great times with him he wasn't a christian. Something was missing, and I knew what it was. Instead of trusting in God I was stubborn and selfish, wanting the things of the world so I stuck with him for a while. During that time I started becoming friends with another guy as well, one who was known for lets say, living in a worldy way. Tonight we went for a walk and talked about God. We even sat on my porch watching I Am Second videos, reading my blogs, and listening to a christian speaker for a couple hours. Even when no words are spoken and two come together listening and learning about God you can completely feel His presence. Though this guy was one of the last people I thought would be one to help bring me back to God he did. I was able to help him feel the fufillment of God as well by sharing that experience with him... and that is one of the most amazing feelings in this world. If my boyfriend had not betrayed me I wouldn't have gone through some of the experiences I did, met certain people, helped influence others, or have gone through something hard and made it through. I would have ended up with him more than likely; unhappy and regretting being with someone who didn't appreciate me. I am sad for his decision, but happy knowing God had given me the strength to get through my difficult time. I never thought I'd say this, but I feel blessed to have been able to be put into a difficult situation and had opportunities to screw up my life, but with the help from a couple people and certain sayings I pulled through. Not saying I completely healed, but I trust that God has something wonderful planned for me in the future. My identity was so embedded in my ex-boyfriend that I forgot who I was and that I'm not empty or lost without him. God is the one who I needed to put my identity in and the one that I need to be truly fufilled.
Don't ever doubt God's timing, his love, his plans... He knows what's best. God doesn't work in mysterious ways, but the best ways. Trust in Him, for he wont forsake you.
Isaiah 55:8-9
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.
"As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Don't ever doubt God's timing, his love, his plans... He knows what's best. God doesn't work in mysterious ways, but the best ways. Trust in Him, for he wont forsake you.
Isaiah 55:8-9
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,"
declares the LORD.
"As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Hearing & Doing
So many people these days claim their Christianity but don't follow the lifestyle of how a "Christian" is intended to. A person can go to church but not listen, not care, and not even believe. A person can open a bible but pay no attention to the words inside, or sing the music and not be praising God. Just because they claim to be a Christian doesn't mean they are. I, nor anyone else, is in a position to judge the beliefs and innerself of those, but God knows. In scriptures it talks about hearing and doing the word many times and instructs us how to live and love.
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!"
Matthew 7:21-23
"My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."
James 1:19-27
If we live life in a worldy way and disregard God's word then our eternity may be comprimised. It's the things in life that matter the most that we put aside most of the time. Be aware of what God desires and the way you do what you hear.
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!"
Matthew 7:21-23
"My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."
James 1:19-27
If we live life in a worldy way and disregard God's word then our eternity may be comprimised. It's the things in life that matter the most that we put aside most of the time. Be aware of what God desires and the way you do what you hear.
Animals in Heaven
Have you ever wondered if your pets or animals will ascend into heaven as well? No one knows the full truth but we can try o understand better by reading the scriptures! I have researched some verses to share with everyone to help you to come to a conclusion on whether animals are going to be in heaven. I have wondered lately about why God would create animals, let them live, have feelings, and let them be important enough to be in the Bible.
Revelation 5:13
Then I heard every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and on the sea, and all that is in them, singing:
"To him who sits on the throne and to the Lamb
be praise and honor and glory and power,
for ever and ever!"
2 Kings 2:11
As they were walking along and talking together, suddenly a chariot of fire and horses of fire appeared and separated the two of them, and Elijah went up to heaven in a whirlwind.
Psalm 104
14 He makes grass grow for the cattle,
and plants for man to cultivate—
bringing forth food from the earth:
27 These all look to you
to give them their food at the proper time.
28 When you give it to them,
they gather it up;
when you open your hand,
they are satisfied with good things.
29 When you hide your face,
they are terrified;
when you take away their breath,
they die and return to the dust.
30 When you send your Spirit,
they are created,
and you renew the face of the earth.
Matthew 6:26
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
Isaiah 65:25
The wolf and the lamb will feed together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox, but dust will be the serpent's food. They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain," says the LORD.
Revelation 5:13
Then I heard every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and on the sea, and all that is in them, singing:
"To him who sits on the throne and to the Lamb
be praise and honor and glory and power,
for ever and ever!"
2 Kings 2:11
As they were walking along and talking together, suddenly a chariot of fire and horses of fire appeared and separated the two of them, and Elijah went up to heaven in a whirlwind.
Psalm 104
14 He makes grass grow for the cattle,
and plants for man to cultivate—
bringing forth food from the earth:
27 These all look to you
to give them their food at the proper time.
28 When you give it to them,
they gather it up;
when you open your hand,
they are satisfied with good things.
29 When you hide your face,
they are terrified;
when you take away their breath,
they die and return to the dust.
30 When you send your Spirit,
they are created,
and you renew the face of the earth.
Matthew 6:26
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
Isaiah 65:25
The wolf and the lamb will feed together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox, but dust will be the serpent's food. They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain," says the LORD.
Monday, March 30, 2009
The Truth of The Matter
“i don't think you are all the christianly. AT ALL. stop trying to look like a good-girl, you aren't at all anymore. i've lost all respect for you.”
So I received this truth in my little truth box on myspace and decided to blog and express my thoughts towards it. God gave us His word filled with stories, biblical truths, the Ten Commandments, and how to live a life as Christ like as possible. For us to live a life perfectly like Jesus is impossible, because we are only human. God understands this, and for that reason he sent his Son to die on the cross to forgive us of our sins. The thing is, God is the only one who truly knows our hearts, our minds, our intentions, and our faith. So what exactly is Christianly? Is it going to church every week, staying at home and reading your bible all day? Only hanging out with people who are pure and innocent? You know I used to have a mind-set where perhaps that’s what I need to be doing, I shouldn’t hang out with them, etc. Now I see its okay to go out and meet new people and live my life. God is always be my side, he’s not going anywhere, so where ever I go I shouldn’t be afraid. When Jesus was on earth he visited the prostitutes, tax collectors, the homeless, and those who people thought didn’t deserve love. Something I will never lose is my faith in God, and he has put certain people, times of trouble, moments of joy, and everything in-between in my life for a purpose. I’ve made mistakes, but everyone has. All sin is equal, and all sin can be forgiven when asked in honesty and remorse. I feel like what I have to offer is to show others God's love and I shouldn't abandon that calling. When I have an opportunity to go out, meet new people, or hang around non-Christians I can be an influence; a light in the darkness. I don't have to do what they do, say what they say, or live like they do, because God is with me and will help me withstand temptation. I don’t know exactly why someone would disbelieve my belief in God and my lifestyle. I am 18 and never have been drunk, never smoked weed, never done drugs, never had sex, never killed anyone, never not trusted God, never stole, never worshipped a false idol, I have kissed two guys in my life, rarely cuss, and more. I actually don’t need to give any more information to prove myself, because like I said, God knows what I do and what I don’t. I know since I have made a reputation of being a Christian that is what people will know me for, and if I slip up then all eyes will judge and condemn me. Maybe people would believe that because of some of my photography, my belly button piercing, the fact I've been to a hookah lounge, or whatever rumors could have been said, but if anything I do not want people to doubt my Christianity. My Christianity is the most important thing to me and if someone has a problem or thinks I’m doing something wrong I’d like hear their thoughts on that versus how I’m not a true Christian.
"Do not judge lest you be judged.”For in the way that you judge you will be judged; and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you. "And why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?”Or how can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' and behold, the log is in your own eye? "You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye." (Matthew 7:1-5)
So I received this truth in my little truth box on myspace and decided to blog and express my thoughts towards it. God gave us His word filled with stories, biblical truths, the Ten Commandments, and how to live a life as Christ like as possible. For us to live a life perfectly like Jesus is impossible, because we are only human. God understands this, and for that reason he sent his Son to die on the cross to forgive us of our sins. The thing is, God is the only one who truly knows our hearts, our minds, our intentions, and our faith. So what exactly is Christianly? Is it going to church every week, staying at home and reading your bible all day? Only hanging out with people who are pure and innocent? You know I used to have a mind-set where perhaps that’s what I need to be doing, I shouldn’t hang out with them, etc. Now I see its okay to go out and meet new people and live my life. God is always be my side, he’s not going anywhere, so where ever I go I shouldn’t be afraid. When Jesus was on earth he visited the prostitutes, tax collectors, the homeless, and those who people thought didn’t deserve love. Something I will never lose is my faith in God, and he has put certain people, times of trouble, moments of joy, and everything in-between in my life for a purpose. I’ve made mistakes, but everyone has. All sin is equal, and all sin can be forgiven when asked in honesty and remorse. I feel like what I have to offer is to show others God's love and I shouldn't abandon that calling. When I have an opportunity to go out, meet new people, or hang around non-Christians I can be an influence; a light in the darkness. I don't have to do what they do, say what they say, or live like they do, because God is with me and will help me withstand temptation. I don’t know exactly why someone would disbelieve my belief in God and my lifestyle. I am 18 and never have been drunk, never smoked weed, never done drugs, never had sex, never killed anyone, never not trusted God, never stole, never worshipped a false idol, I have kissed two guys in my life, rarely cuss, and more. I actually don’t need to give any more information to prove myself, because like I said, God knows what I do and what I don’t. I know since I have made a reputation of being a Christian that is what people will know me for, and if I slip up then all eyes will judge and condemn me. Maybe people would believe that because of some of my photography, my belly button piercing, the fact I've been to a hookah lounge, or whatever rumors could have been said, but if anything I do not want people to doubt my Christianity. My Christianity is the most important thing to me and if someone has a problem or thinks I’m doing something wrong I’d like hear their thoughts on that versus how I’m not a true Christian.
"Do not judge lest you be judged.”For in the way that you judge you will be judged; and by your standard of measure, it will be measured to you. "And why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?”Or how can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' and behold, the log is in your own eye? "You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye." (Matthew 7:1-5)
Monday, February 23, 2009
Why I Live This Way
You know I’ve done some things I’m not so proud of lately. I have felt like I have been crushed, broken, lost, and confused in so many ways. I looked for answers in all the wrong places many times, but when I saw this video and it just opened my eyes once again to how oblivious I am to life. I don’t know true pain after all. God loves everyone so much, more than anything, and yet people still choose to reject him. How does it make us feel when we have one person who doesn’t feel the same way towards us? I, nor many others, have been as brutally beaten and tortured like Jesus was that day at the cross. In fact I feel selfish for even complaining about the problems in my life after I watched that video. He did all of that for me, and everyone else, and what are the thanks that most people give Him? Sometimes I am a coward when I think about death; being shot, murdered, or even dying in my sleep. It draws me to the question of how many people would do that for someone who they love, much less those who don’t even acknowledge them? Even those who sit and insult, provoke, and mock God are loved by Him. Each lash and fall he took was for their sins. Every sin I sin, you sin, or anyone else does is one of those wounds. Is the amount of happiness we receive from our sins worth what we see happening to him in the video? He died so that our sins could be washed away from us, so that we may have eternal life in heaven if we believe in Him. It amazes me how the devil can fool so many into believing that all the wrong things are best for us. How he can deceive people into thinking there is no God, God won't mind, and etc. I just hope yall think about your life, your actions, your words, and how you live after watching the video. God is the perfect sign of love, look what he did for us! Open your eyes and hearts to him, because now you have seen a glimpse of what happened to him.
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
-John 3:16
"For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again."
-2 Corinthians 5:14-15
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Think Before You Act
There has been numerous times in my life where I have been hurt by someone's words, their actions, or someone I care about doing something hurtful to themself. My heart has been ripped up in many ways, just like everyone else's. Whenever we do something we shouldn't be doing, something againest God's will it ends up hurting more than just God and ourself. Have you ever considered that fact that your parents, the people who love you most, want the best for you and would be hurt by what you do behind their backs? When you become a parent and look into your child's eyes for the first time you will want to keep them safe, protected, and live a long and happy life. You don't want to see them smoking, having sex, drunk, or becoming a nobody in life. When you act before you consider the situation, the consequences, the feelings afterwards, and who all it will effect you will always end up hurting someone. I see people who constantly keep messing up, and each and every time they do they probably hurt more on the inside. Bad things happen to people, we don't always understand why, but we have two choices. We can dwell on the past and do things to try to help "solve" the problem or make it go away like drugs, alcohol, sex, or etc. The other option is to learn from the situation. Lift yourself up out of it to be the best you can be.. the person you know you are capable of becoming. Don't live a lie and believe that the other options will help you. Though it can be very difficult, come back to God and those who follow Him. You can always make it through the pain and the regret, but you can't do it alone. There is always beauty from pain if you put your faith in God. God is the only one who will never walk out on your or forsake you. Our hearts may be broken from guys/girls, parents, rape, abuse, friends, or etc. Whatever it may be, God can heal a broken heart, but he has to have all the pieces.
If anyone ever needs advice, help, someone to talk to, yall know I'm here. It's okay if I don't know you well or if what you have to say may seem terrible. I would really like to be there and help others. I promise to not judge or criticize you, and to be the best help or friend I can be.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Deuteronomy 31:6
Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called.
1 Timothy 6:12
"Come now and let us reason together," says the Lord,
"Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow."
Isaiah 1:18
If anyone ever needs advice, help, someone to talk to, yall know I'm here. It's okay if I don't know you well or if what you have to say may seem terrible. I would really like to be there and help others. I promise to not judge or criticize you, and to be the best help or friend I can be.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Deuteronomy 31:6
Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called.
1 Timothy 6:12
"Come now and let us reason together," says the Lord,
"Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow."
Isaiah 1:18
Monday, February 9, 2009
Amazing Grace
When everything is ripped away, when you fall, when you succeed, or when you rejoice who is there to share all of it with you? Who are the ones who have to turn to with trust, love, faith, and honesty?
When were lost, confused, or depressed often times we don't know what or who to turn to. We feel lost inside our feelings, our emotions, our hearts. Part of living is giving your hearts to others and allowing them be big parts of your life. Whether it's a friendship, a boyfriend/girlfriend, or a spouse we choose to love them by giving them our time and friendships. Sometimes certain people come in your life for a certain reason, and sometimes they leave. Whatever the situation is, consider it a privelage and an opportunity. Sometimes we must hurt, cry, and be angry to see the light at the end of the tunnel. By going through hard times we grow stronger, we have the opportunity to become more wise with situations. However, when your going through a tough time don't be ashamed or afraid to let someone know how you feel. To let those close to you understand what your going through. When you don't open up to others it can feel like your ignoring or neglecting them... when you really need someone to help you through your tough times. Make sure those who you spend your time with, the ones you put your faith in will be there for you no matter what... and never forget that God will always be the one and only person to always and 100% be there for you, that can help you and heal your heart. You don't have to be blind from God's grace and love when your going through a hard time... you are always capable of seeing, it's just a matter of wanting to and trusting in Him.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
When were lost, confused, or depressed often times we don't know what or who to turn to. We feel lost inside our feelings, our emotions, our hearts. Part of living is giving your hearts to others and allowing them be big parts of your life. Whether it's a friendship, a boyfriend/girlfriend, or a spouse we choose to love them by giving them our time and friendships. Sometimes certain people come in your life for a certain reason, and sometimes they leave. Whatever the situation is, consider it a privelage and an opportunity. Sometimes we must hurt, cry, and be angry to see the light at the end of the tunnel. By going through hard times we grow stronger, we have the opportunity to become more wise with situations. However, when your going through a tough time don't be ashamed or afraid to let someone know how you feel. To let those close to you understand what your going through. When you don't open up to others it can feel like your ignoring or neglecting them... when you really need someone to help you through your tough times. Make sure those who you spend your time with, the ones you put your faith in will be there for you no matter what... and never forget that God will always be the one and only person to always and 100% be there for you, that can help you and heal your heart. You don't have to be blind from God's grace and love when your going through a hard time... you are always capable of seeing, it's just a matter of wanting to and trusting in Him.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
Friday, February 6, 2009
The Little Things
For this week I just want to talk about a small, but helpful topic. I believe that people don't compliment, encourage, and support those around them enough. If you came to school and somebody different told you a nice thing, or complimented you everyday... wouldn't that change your outlook on the day? Everyone likes to be called beautiful, nice, sweet, smart, and etc. If someone looks down or sad ask them what is wrong and try to be there for them as best as you can. Be the change and the influence that people need. When you begin to compliment and encourage others they might do the same for others as well. Make kindness and love an epedemic. God wants us to be there for others, and to live a life as Christ did. To be compassionate, caring, forgiving, and loving.
As Valentine's approaches.. show others you care by giving them a compliment, encouraging, or being there for them. You have the opportunity and provelage to change someone's day.. so get out there and do it!
As Valentine's approaches.. show others you care by giving them a compliment, encouraging, or being there for them. You have the opportunity and provelage to change someone's day.. so get out there and do it!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Answered Prayer
This past weekend I went on the PALS conference. As we were on our way home we stopped for dinner. I was with a small group at a sonic, and across the street was an old homeless person. I asked the people around the table if I should buy him a meal and take it to him, but they insisted I didn't. I didn't excatly agree with their decision, because I knew he probably needed help and was hungry, but I listened to them. Afterwards I said a prayer to myself asking God to help him to come to Him for help. Only about three minutes later a group of young adults approached the hobo with boxes of pizza and sat down in the grassy field next to him. They circled up, held hands, and began to pray. We all looked at the group of people as one person next to me said, "Like prayer would help him." Little did that person know that prayer does help, that God listens to prayers, and he answers them in his own way. Though I didn't get the opportunity to give the man food, I was able to pray for him, and God most definately heard that prayer of mine.
Don't ever lose faith, and especially not with prayer. God answers prayers in his own way, and in his own time. For that homeless man, I pray that with that group of people that had dinner and prayer with him, that he can come to God and realize that he does have hope. He is equal with everyone else, whether he is homeless or of his past, he is still a child of God.
Don't ever lose faith, and especially not with prayer. God answers prayers in his own way, and in his own time. For that homeless man, I pray that with that group of people that had dinner and prayer with him, that he can come to God and realize that he does have hope. He is equal with everyone else, whether he is homeless or of his past, he is still a child of God.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Life in the Spirit
So many times I come across people in church, school, or just an ordinary day who claim that they are christians. Many of us have been to church, heard the gospel, and know what Christ did for our sins, and all of that. I think about this often, who and who wont go to heaven. Not to sound cynical or doubt people, but because I don't want that for people. When I read this passage it kind of opened my eyes a bit more...
"For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit. To set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace."
Romans 8:5-6
What have you been spending your time doing, thinking about, even living? The difference in living in the flesh and Spirit are very different. The flesh is human desires, sin, things that can leave you hurt, with regret, in jail, with diseases, or just unhappy. Adultery, stealing, lying, getting drunk, and well... you get it. All of this is a lie satan wants you to believe is fun, right, and normal. The Bible, the word of God, states very clearly many times that these are sins and are are not on the path of living a righteousness life in Him. We can't just pick and choose what we want to believe, or postpone having a relationship with Christ. This is the truth, God's word, and why don't people choose to listen to it? When people aren't living in the Spirit they become angry with hearing the Bible or anything related to the truth. It worries me so much because so many people that I care about, or even people I don't know don't understand this. God wants to know you and wants the best for you, you just have to come to him. No matter what you've done he's always going to be the only one completely there for you, and will always forgive you. I'm just as guilty as anybody else, because I'm human, but as I see this, I also would like others to see it as well.
"For this reason the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's law- indeed it cannot, and those who are in the flesh cannot please God."
Romans 8:7-8
"Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to him. But if Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness."
Romans 8:9-10
"For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit. To set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace."
Romans 8:5-6
What have you been spending your time doing, thinking about, even living? The difference in living in the flesh and Spirit are very different. The flesh is human desires, sin, things that can leave you hurt, with regret, in jail, with diseases, or just unhappy. Adultery, stealing, lying, getting drunk, and well... you get it. All of this is a lie satan wants you to believe is fun, right, and normal. The Bible, the word of God, states very clearly many times that these are sins and are are not on the path of living a righteousness life in Him. We can't just pick and choose what we want to believe, or postpone having a relationship with Christ. This is the truth, God's word, and why don't people choose to listen to it? When people aren't living in the Spirit they become angry with hearing the Bible or anything related to the truth. It worries me so much because so many people that I care about, or even people I don't know don't understand this. God wants to know you and wants the best for you, you just have to come to him. No matter what you've done he's always going to be the only one completely there for you, and will always forgive you. I'm just as guilty as anybody else, because I'm human, but as I see this, I also would like others to see it as well.
"For this reason the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's law- indeed it cannot, and those who are in the flesh cannot please God."
Romans 8:7-8
"Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to him. But if Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness."
Romans 8:9-10
Monday, January 12, 2009
All You Need is Love
In the past couple of weeks I have really tried to study love; the meaning, the actions, the desires, and the sacrifices. All around me I hear others saying how much they love their boyfriends, girlfriends, friends, celebrities, music, clothes, cars, and the list goes on. The more I venture out and talk to people the less I seem to hear of peoples love for God, or things God loves. I feel like we forming our understanding of love by listening to lyrics, movies, books, and the commercial ideas. God is the ultimate source of love, because he created it. Everything he does is done in love... when he sent his son, when he watches over us, when he hears our prayers, everything. With friends, significant others, family, or anyone else you should always love them. No matter what obstacles they have put you through, what their faults are, how they treat you, or anger you have for them, you should treat them how you would want to be treated. Referring to a very common verse on love, it speaks the truth.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
I believe love isn't about finding the right person or friend, but trying to become the right person. As long as you are the opposite of everything I highlited in the verses above you cannot have love in your life. Those things are love, and those things define God.
God spoke that the greatest commandment of all is to love him with all your heart, and then love your neighbor as yourself. (matthew 22:37-40) A human's heart is always happiest when it beats for others. When we feel like we love, when we feel loved, when we feel like we want to give... it's just a beautiful feeling. If you think about the feeling, it covers up all the anger, sadness, and depression of life. Love covers a multitude of sins and is so vital to living a Godly life. Let your love for your significant other, friend, family, or strange rejoice in the truth and not in sex, drugs, jealousy, envy, or etc. I just encourage everyone to go out of love others as yourself, and to remember the true ways of love (1 corinthians 13:4-8). Apply these in your life and keep God as your number one, he will never fail you, he always loves you.
Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments."
Matthew 22:37-40
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
I believe love isn't about finding the right person or friend, but trying to become the right person. As long as you are the opposite of everything I highlited in the verses above you cannot have love in your life. Those things are love, and those things define God.
God spoke that the greatest commandment of all is to love him with all your heart, and then love your neighbor as yourself. (matthew 22:37-40) A human's heart is always happiest when it beats for others. When we feel like we love, when we feel loved, when we feel like we want to give... it's just a beautiful feeling. If you think about the feeling, it covers up all the anger, sadness, and depression of life. Love covers a multitude of sins and is so vital to living a Godly life. Let your love for your significant other, friend, family, or strange rejoice in the truth and not in sex, drugs, jealousy, envy, or etc. I just encourage everyone to go out of love others as yourself, and to remember the true ways of love (1 corinthians 13:4-8). Apply these in your life and keep God as your number one, he will never fail you, he always loves you.
Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments."
Matthew 22:37-40
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